My Final Urge to cut you out

from How Does it get any Better? (split with Pessimistium) by Shallow Existence

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I will never wake again
this time I'll make sure of it
pushing everyone away
I hope you'll understand

I never wished to bring you any pain
I only wished the best for you
but like always I had to cut you out
I had to push you away
like everyone else

you were my only light
my only source of hope
but in times of desperation
I couldn't find you
when I needed you the most
your empty words
your empty threats
no longer mean anything to me

I gave up long ago
would you still love me?
after I push you away
I'll cut you out
so it doesn't hurt
when it works
and with a blade reaching through me
I welcome only nihilism and death
I hope your god stays with you
for yours have abandoned me so long ago

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from How Does it get any Better? (split with Pessimistium), released February 7, 2024

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